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Name: Liz
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: York
Birthday: 5/1/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Anime, manga, drawing, daydreaming, exploring my room. Annoying my father, talking with people I know. Basically my friends.Also Photography, and Chew Bunny. XD
Expertise: I'm pretty good when it comes to coping something freehand. I don't like useing rulers, 'cause they hate me...I can't draw a straight line...oh well, I also like drawing chibis...oO and moo cow. I've also gotten alittle better at photo taking...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
12/16/2004
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| right then...um joined gaia - HarvestColour - um is working on Layout
for Spectator, is bored as hell...wishes to die at this moment...T-T is
so tired
Had fun at the senior play when I went to see it for a second time...it
was different and, I think better too. I became a plane and threw a
soda bottle up in the air then...um...kicked a pot of plants...and it
hurt. I really shouldn't be here right now...I WANT TO GO TO BED! I
NEED TO SHUT MY EYES AND SOME HOW WAKE UP AT FIVE O'CLOCK TOMORROW AND
SOMEHOW SURVIVE THE DAY WITH CHRIS POKEING ME WHENEVER HE'S NEAR AND
WITH COURTNEY HUGGING ME EVERY BLOODY MINUTE. AAAAND WITH THE STUPID
SPECTATOT THAT I PROBABLY WON'T FINISH TONIGHT AND MY STUPID SANTA
LETTER FOR BRIT LIT THAT IS ONLY HALF DONE! I'M GOING MENTAL FOR REAL
THIS TIME. SO PLEASE NO ONE BUG ME FOR THE NEXT WEEK OR SO AS I SLOWLY
BEGIN TO DIE!
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| I feel the urge to write to someone. So I'm askin for a penpal. Generally people from DA that I can relate to. I love writing to people so much and I doodle all over the letter too. Please, it'd give me someone to talk to in a sense. If you have any intreast at all, or even if you could think about it, please, please, please send me a note. I wish for a penpal so much, and I really like to write to people, if I could I'd write almost every other day, even daily if I recived a letter often enought. So please consider! Hope someone does, and I'm willin' to write to more then one person too. ^^
-it also matters not where you live unless postage would be over a dollar...which I doubt...remember that I am poor and my parents would get suspicious if I started asking for a whole lot of 60or 80 cent stamps.
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| Working on Spectator layout, is harder then I thought. (very time
consuming) The lowest grade I have is a 74% in History, while
everything else is in the B's. I know I can do so much better, but I
too much of a lazy-ass to even try. Seriously, I know that if I study
like ten, twenty min. on every one of my major subjects, I could one be
done in less then two hours and get A's on probably every class, or at
least high B's. 'cause I've done it before when I was failing a class,
I study everyday for just ten min or something like that and brought my
grade from a 67% to an 84% in the quarter by aceing all my tests and
freakin' quizes! I think I just need someone to beat me until I sit
down and study.
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Well, I made a promise to at least go for B's and I will, you'll all
see, my parents will see, I will see...yes and I will be happy about it
too...
Life's the same, bla bla bla.
well I really do have to study, so I will. *runs off to study, and ends up hitting herself with her books*
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| Near the end of the day today I
felt like crying and it was just really hard to keep in, tho' I
managed. I just get so depressed when I think about my future, I have
three goals job wise.
Marin biologist
resercer/university prof., graphic artist, or photographer. Now latly
I've been doing some reserch and I've found that most artists or
photographers are self employed(sp? ><) and if I became a
resercher/prof. it'd mean I'd work for a university and I'd have to
live near the coast. Now the main reason I wanted to cry was because I
kept thinking to myself that I can't get through this year. Some
classes sure, but classes like world cultures and maybe brit lit. I
just feel as if I'll fail. especially in world cultures. I don't want a
tutor 'cause they don't help! I've had two in the past to help me study
and neither of them did any good. No one at school can possibly imagin
how I feel, I might act stupid or random, or some might even take my
complaints seriously(which no one should, 'cause when I'm complaining
it's just me talking loudly to myself, which, sometimes I truly can not
help. I do it when I alone. belive it.)
I feel like I want to hide in a
corner. I love all my friends, 'cause they make life worth going
through and I mean that. I wish I could get the chance to tell my
closets friends excatly how much they mean to me. and school is not the
place I want to tell them. I don't think my friends understand how
great they make my life and I know I don't show it.
I'm trying so hard to truly be
myself instead of this overly loud person who acts all hyper yet tired.
but it's just I've lived most of my life alone without anyone to take
confert in, and I have plenty of reasons for not going to my
parents(and it's not because they wouldn't understand, because when
they tell me of their pasts God together they sound like a part of me)
When I was younger I cryed practally every night, then in fifth grade I
met Shadoe, THEN I got put into St. Joes and life was complete hell for
a year and life goes on from there, my life has been a very depressing
one.
I really need to stop talking now
'cause I'm starting to cry. I really don't want to get into my past
because it was horrible but I feel as if I really need to tell someone
so I know that my parents aren't the only ones who know, it's kinda
strange in a sense, but nonetheless.
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| Finally got a CD...yeah...and pants that are long enough for my freakeshly long legs! *dances*
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yeah that's really it....
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